Saturday, November 04, 2006

ANNA MAE AQUASH, MODERN DAY WARRIOR WOMAN

ANNA MAE AQUASH.. IN 2001 I MET AN MARRIED A FULL BLOOD SIOUX SO I LEARNED ABOUT HIS PEOPLE AND TOOK UP THEIR CAUSES, I SUPPORTED AIM, I SIGNED PETITIONS AND WENT TO MONTH LONG PELTIER SUPPORT RALLY IN DC IN 1999, I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING ASKED OF ME TO HELP, I HAVE PRAYED FOR WEPT FOR THESE AIM AND OTHER SIOUX, THEN I FIND OUT THE PEOPLE I TOOK INTO MY HEART AND HELPED LIKE AIM MEMBERS WHERE THE ONES BEHIND AND CONVICTED OF ANNA MAE'S MURDER, THIS HAS HURT ME DEEP INTO MY SPIRIT BECAUSE I COULD NOT CONCIEVE FIRST ALL THAT THEY MURDERED A WOMAN THAT LEFT HER TRIBE AND PEOPLE TO GO THOUSANDS OF MILES TO HELP A TRIBE AND A ORGINAZION AIM THAT SHE THOUGHT WOULD BRING A CHANGE FOR ALL NATIVES, SHE CHOPPED WOOD AND COOKED FOR THE ELDERLY, SHE RAN SUPPLIES BEHIND ENEMY LINES DURING THEIR SIEGE OF WOUNDED KNEE, SHE WAS HARRASSED AND THREATONED BY FBI BUT SHE STAYED AND SHE HELPED THEN BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT BUT NEVER PROVED OR TRIED TO PROVE FIRST THAT SHE WAS A SNITCH WHICH WAS PROPAGATED BY THE REAL SNITCH AND LEADER OF AIM AND THE ONE TO ORDER HER MURDER AND THUS MURDERED BY PEOPLE SHE ONLY LOVED AND TRIED TO HELP LIKE I SAID I LOVE AND RESPECT ALL MY NATIVE BROTHERS AND SISTERS BUT I CANNOT RESPECT OR BE A PART OF ANY THAT WOULD DO THIS TO A WOMAN WHO GAVE HER ALL NOT FOR HER TRIBE BUT FOR ANOTHERS AND THEN KILLED FOR HER FOR HER EFFORTS, THE WHY DON'T MATTER THE REASONS DON'T MATTER THE SILENCE THAT REMAINED SO LONG ON THIS MATTER AND IS SILENT NO MORE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT AND NOW BY THE SPIRIT OF CREATOR IT HAS COME TO LIGHT AND IT HURTS MY SOUL FOR I HAVE STOOD WITH THOSE THAT HAVE DONE THIS SO TO ANNA MAE'S CHILDREN AND TRIBE I SAY I AM BEHIND YOU, RED BROTHER AND SISTERS SHOULD STAND BEHIND AND PROTECT OTHER NATIVE BROTHERS AND SISTERS NOT KILL THEM, WE LOST A GREAT WOMAN WARRIOR AND THE SPIRITS ARE BRINGING OUT THE TRUTH LONG IN COMING BUT HERE NOW, SO WE CAN ALL KNOW.. AND I PRAY TO THE SPIRIT ONES AND THANK THEM FOR THESE TRUTHS NO MATTER HOW MUSCH THEY HURT, SO I REMEMBER ANNA MAE AQUASH AND WHO AND WHAT SHE WAS AND STOOD FOR AND WILL NOT FORGET THOSE THAT TOOK HER LIFE BUT HER SPIRIT THEY WILL NOT SILENCE, HER LIFE'S SACRIFICE THEY WILL NOT ERASE AND ONE DAY HERE OR THERE THEY WILL ALL ANSWER, IT IS THE WAY OF TRUTH AND TO THOSE THAT DID NOT PULL THE TRIGGER BUT REMAINED SILENT AND TO THOSE THAT ORDERED HER TO BE KILLED THE SPIRIT ONES WILL BRING IT OUT BECAUSE U WENT AGAINST THE CODE OF AIM AND THE CODE OF NATIVE AMERICAN SOLIDARITY AND U LIED TO THE CHANUPA AND IT IS NOW BRINGING YOUR LIES, DECIET AND DIRY MURDERESS DEEDS THAT U DID IN DARKNESS TO THE LIGHT OF DAY SO I SAY WADO TO CREATOR FOR THIS. SAWE

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

WHITE SKIN, RED SPIRIT

WHITE SKIN, RED SPIRIT...... I WOULD LIKE TO START BY SAYING THAT I LOVE AND RESPECT ALL MY RED BROTHERS AND SISTERS, NO MATTER THE TRIBE, BUT I ONLY WISH THAT THEY WOULD LOOK DEEP INTO MY EYES WHICH OUR A MIRROR TO THE SOUL AND SEE PAST MY WHITE SKIN AND RESPECT ME AS A SISTER ALSO,I WAS BORN INTO THE INDIAN WORLD AND LIVED MY FIRST FIVE YEARS WITH MY INDIAN GRANDMOTHER WHO LIVED AND TAUGHT ME THE CHEROKEE WAYS AND THAT IS ALL I KNEW, THEN MY MOTHER TOOK ME TO HER WHITE WORLD AND THAT IS ALL I KNEW, THEN IN 1998 I DIED AND AS MY PROFILE SAIDS I WAS TOLD TO COME BACK HERE AND GO BACK ON THE RED PATH OF MY BIRTH SO I WOULD BE ABLE TO COMPLETE THE CIRCLE OF LIFE AND GO OUT OF THIS LIFE THE WAY I CAME IN. I HAD FORGOTTEN ALL THE WAYS I WAS TAUGHT AS A CHILD AND FROM WHAT I KNEW OF NATIVE AMERICANS I DID NOT WANT TO DO THIS, I WAS COMFORTABLE AND WELL OFF IN MY JEWISH WORLD, WITH ALL THE THINGS LIFE HAD TO GIVE AT MY FINGERTIPS, SO I IGNORED WHAT CREATOR TOLD ME TO DO AND STAYED IN MY COMFORTABLE WHITE WORLD, AS A RESULT I ALMOST DIED AGAIN WITH THE LEUKEMIA I STILL HAVE AND CREATOR SAID THIS IS A WARNING SAWE GO BACK AS YOU WERE TOLD, RELEARN THE WAYS AND COMPLETE THE CIRCLE, SO I DID AND WHEN I DID I WENT INTO REMISSION AND HAVE BEEN SO SINCE DOING WHAT CREATOR TOLD ME TO DO..EVER SINCE THAT TIME I HAVE LEARNED ALL I COULD , I HAVE GONE TO RALLYS AND PROTEST AND STOOD WITH MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS FOR THE CAUSES OF THE NATIVE AMERICANS, I HAVE GONE TO WASHINGTON DC IN NOVEMBER OF 1999 FOR A MONTH LONG RALLY TO SUPPORT LEONARD PELTIER AND WROTE LETTER AFTER LETTER AND SIGNED ONE PETITION AFTER ANOTHER, I HAVE PRAYED FOR AND WITH ANY RED BROTHER OR SISTER THAT NEEDED ME TO, I HAVE OPENED UP MY HOME AND GAVE OF MYSELF AND WHAT I HAVE TO HELP RED BROTHERS THAT WERE ALCOHOLICS AND WANTED TO QUIT BUT NEEDED A PLACE TO STAY AND A SOBER PERSON THAT CARED ENOUGH ABOUT THEM TO HELP THEM AND AFTER ALL THAT THESE RED BROTHERS AND SISTERS STIL WILL NOT ACCEPT ME AS A NATIVE AMERICAN, NOT BECAUSE OF MY ACTIONS BUT BECAUSE OF MY WHITE SKIN AND BECAUSE I DO NOT LIVE ON A RESERVATION OR HAVE A FEDERAL CARD, WHEN I TELL THEM I AM A AMERICAN INDIAN THEY MOCK ME OR DISBELIEVE ME AND THAT I CANNOT RESPECT, BECAUSE TO ME ACTIONS SHOULD SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS AND I HAVE NOT ONLY SAID I AM AMERICAN INDIAN I HAVE SHOWED IT AND AM STILL SHOWING IT, I HAVE A CARD WITH A STATE REGONIZED TRIBE, I CAN PROVE MY ANCESTORS WERE AMERCIAN INDIANS WITH ROLL NUMBERS BUT I CANNOT CHANGE THAT I WAS NOT BORN ON OR RAISED ON A RESERVATION AND SUFFERED WHAT OTHER BROTHERS AND SISTERS HAVE, AND I CANNOT CHANGE OR MAKE YOU SO CALLED REAL AMERICAN INDIANS EXCEPT ME AND THAT IS OK THAT IS NOT THE REASON I BECAME AN INDIAN, BUT I WANT TO SAY THIS , WHEN I FACED CREATOR I DID NOT STAND BEFORE HIM WITH BROWN HAIR AND WHITE SKIN, I STOOD BEFORE HIM BARE TO THE SOUL AND WAS SEEN AND JUDGED FOR WHAT WAS ON THE INSIDE OF ME AND I TELL YOU THIS WILL BE THE SAME FOR YOU WHEN YOU PASS, YOUR REDSKIN, STRAIGHT BLACK HAIR OR INDIAN CARD IS NOT GOING TO MATTER EITHER YOU WILL BE SEEN AND JUDGED SAME WAY AS I AND IF I WAS RED ENOUGH ON INSIDE WHERE IT COUNTS FOR CREATOR NOT ONLY TO SEND ME BACK BUT PUT ME ON THE RED PATH THEN IT SHOULD BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.. WADO SAWE